Serious breakdown this morning. I need to pull myself together.

things that I would like to bottle and keep for later purposes:

1. That feeling of accomplishment after finishing a paper

2. That feeling after writing an awesome paragraph, and thinking shit that was a good paragraph.

3. stage 4 and REM sleep.

4. good hair days

5. smooth legs right after you shave 'em

6. watching Kevin eat a burger. (pretty much a rite of passage)

7. Nostalgia after hearing a song you haven't heard in years.

8. Finding money in your jacket pocket that you haven't worn since last season

9. Grade 7 pubescent body (I'm half kidding)

brown envelope suggests importance

Looks like I'm going to be in Montreal for a month for more schoolio. The debauchery begins. Whoop whoop! Monsieur Boustan I'll see you and your awesome mustachio soon, this entails shawarma (like everyday). p.s. Somehow I don't feel as excited as I was before, maybe its all these papers I need to write thats weighing me down. I'm full of complaints, that and I'm repressing a lot of angst, graduation is around the corner and I'm seriously scared of what's next. Like so scared.

Feeling so lost and guilty.

Why does everyone bite the candy right away? Doesn't anyone savour the taste of it? I'd like to meet that person.